Sunday, October 9

Within my space...

It's been a simple sunday...*Simple,* because nothing exciting happened, and yet, I'm strangely at peace with this day! Floated through the hours smoothly...slept, worked, bummed around, ate, thought...everything's been mildly pleasant! Music playing on shuffle mode, and all these songs that I hadnt heard in ages kept playing, each reminding me of something from the past...of things that just make you smile to yourself! So yes, I've been sitting here and grinning to myself like an idiot! :)

* You gotta be* by Desiree --> suddenly im back in the Godbout Hall, RIS, year 2002! Its convocation and Mel is singing this for the class of 2002...Ours was the first grade to have a performance during the convocation, its too formal a ceremony otherwise! N there I was, walking in the gym with Sara n leading the entire class of 2002 in...as cheesey as it may sound now, the song's good advice!

"
You gotta be
You gotta be bad, you gotta be bold
You gotta be wiser, you gotta be hard
You gotta be tough, you gotta be stronger
You gotta be cool, you gotta be calm
You gotta stay together
"

* Bed of Lies * by Matchbox 20 --> playing the album over n over n over n over...n over!

*Mehendi Laga ke Rakhna* from DDLJ --> Company diwali parties back at home, n dancing on stage! Every diwali *cultural show* hehehehe...god, had so much spirit for the smallest of things! :) They have pictures and videos somewhere!

*Jagged Little Pill* by Alanis Morisette --> Almost all the girls I knew went through the phase when they absolutely loved Alanis' music! The music video of Thank you with her walking bare...

I've just been musing over the weirdest things today...these songs...n other random things!

Saw a poster about a Buddhist Club meet in the elevator...and played with the idea of taking up Buddhism! Buddhist monks in the temples at Ayuthya..or early morning, when they're out to get alms, always seemed so peaceful n radiant!

Went through a few moments of self - realization, and flipped out! It can be pretty unnerving! Met a friend...rattled on about this...making absolutely no sense! scattered thoughts, everywhere! One confused soul talking, the other confused soul listening, two confused souls trying to make sense out of it....somehow at the end of it, all fell in place...made peace with it :)

Looked through old pictures on the comp....all the way from first year! Spent an hour just doing that =)

All in all, a peaceful day...

Spent in my space...


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