No point in tugging at, evaluating, justifying, and wondering about something - which wasn't there to begin with. And if you do, like I did, and feel like a fool, then, hon, you deserved it. You were being stupid, so why blame anyone else.
One of the most thrown around phrases is to "move on." It is also one of the most ambiguous terms, and could mean differnet things to different people.
One could have moved on from one relationship, or could have moved on from the whole concept of relationships. From having a pampered life where everything was paid for, everything was taken care of. Or from having a materialistic life altogether. From a major event in life. Or, from the time frame when it happened. Kept walking with time, till the distance between it and you increased.
So when they talk about moving on, how do you know if you have or not? Are you merely measuring how far you have come from the issue, and have thus moved on? Or if you have made peace with it and laid it to rest?
I miss sitting by the ocean - rising tides somehow sooth inner turmoils. Especially when you can feel something brewing inside, but it's too soon to know how big and destructive it could be. Better put it to sleep with the sea's lullaby.
X-mas shall be spent by the beach.
Fragmented, unclear posts - seems to be a pattern here. Gee, I wonder what it means.
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