Tuesday, December 6

effortless existence

bored of staying in...
bored of going out...
bored of eating out...
bored of canteens...
bored of socializing...
bored of working...

so I am back to that colloidal existence! except this time the bag of emotional labor is full...and its time to put it down! The masks are too heavy...too many. Its hard to keep them on.

The fort's too difficult to hold up. n im suddenly claustrophobic. too close, too close. let some air in.

its time to go home...

for good food... sleep...shopping...old friends...mom n daughter time...couch potato afternoons...constant munching...pampering...reading...movies...chores around the house...no laundry....thinking...the beach..peace. peace.

but most of all...raw, effortless existence.

2 comments:

sherene said...

And the colloidal existence shall stop and the fun will begin in just a bit =) Hang on and have fun

Anonymous said...

Hey girl, I know how you feel. I'm home now and its great to feel mindless for some time. I'm still getting over jet lag. We need to meet up when you're back. Take care of yourself.